Monday, April 19, 2010
I have discovered over the past few years that when I get stressed I:
don't drink water
don't talk to my friends/family &
I don't read my Bible.
All of these things, does not add up to a happy, fulfilled, efficient, or pleasant Grace.
Seriously, I know.
Remembering this, over the past few weeks I have seen how I have literally been making myself feel sick from all of the stress, busyness, and things I have to do.
Life becomes bleak, arduous, a task and not a joy. Smiling, laughing, thanking, & sharing in joy are difficult things to do. Yuck. How pointless, inconceivable, and deceitful. When I start believing these things, I am believing lies, not asking God to lead my life, and I let Satan rule over my hurt- letting little things trigger and fester into worries that overwhelm me.