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Sunday, February 28, 2010

Week 4: Feb. 22-27

This was (finally) my first full week at my site. After arriving on Wednesday, I attended my first daily staff meeting. During these meetings, the Child Life specialists note which of their patients needs a volunteer and who can go to the playroom or the classroom. This is an important part of keeping each person in the CL department updated on all of the many patients that are at the hospital. The meeting moved quickly and I was easily confused by all of the medical and specific terms the women used. After the meeting, I was able to ask my supervisor questions about what happened and then we started rounds on her floors.

Just like I was last Friday, I was a little unsure about entering patients' rooms. My supervisor works so confidently and quickly, that I find myself easily confused by the terms and events that occur. After holding my questions for awhile, I slowly started asking about confusing aspects of the job. By asking questions and speaking up when something strange or confusing happened, I am quickly learning a lot of new things about Child Life and the hospital.

Also, like I mentioned in class yesterday, I have been doing a lot of walking! It may seem like a silly thing to note, but after two full days at my site, I realized that I need to get some better shoes! In order to cover all of the patients that are under her care, my supervisor has to walk over two floors and is constantly on the go. Because of this, I keep getting confused about where rooms are and where patients that we have visited are located! My supervisor is really understanding and helpful with this.

Sometimes I think I look a little lost because she'll smile and start explaining what just happened or where a certain room is. Because of our improving communication, I have been learning many new things, and my confidence has been growing. At the beginning of the week, I was overwhelmed and was questioning my intentions of going into CL but now I am excited and I am slowly building up my confidence. Also, because I am not considered an official intern in CL at the hospital, I am only supposed to observe. However, each time my supervisor asks me to do something small, my confidence builds and I get more excited!

So I say thank you for the music, the song I'm singing

I love you God!

Thank you for the sunshine!

You sure know how to make a girl happy and grin from ear to ear
(and desperately want to take a nap in a sun filled bedroom
-that she never gets to be in during the best nap times of the afternoon :)

10:30

Headed off to bed.

Been a long, hard week.

Been a long, hard weekend.

Need (and almost coveting) sleep right now.


Thanks God for the great lessons you are teaching me!
The Song of Solomon series at church is something I recognize that I have heard before,
but I am totally loving it and I desperately need to hear it again!


Thanks for the laughter, tears, and crazy stories to share with my best friend in the world (& she just happens to be my roommate- lucky me!). Help me to trust, honor, and respect her like I should.


Love you God!

Never thought I would....

but I am loving this song by Needtobreathe! Yep, surprised myself :) It's not that I don't like them, I just don't love them. I think the guitar is awesome and I want to learn how to play it so that has a lot to do with it too:) Anyways, here is the song:

Something Beautiful by NeedToBreathe

In your ocean, I'm ankle deep
I feel the waves crashin' on my feet
It's like I know where I need to be
But I can't figure out, yeah I can't figure out

Just how much air I will need to breathe
When your tide rushes over me
There's only one way to figure out
Will ya let me drown, will ya let me drown

Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees, I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful

And the water is risin' quick
And for years I was scared of it
We can't be sure when it will subside
So I won't leave your side, no I can't leave your side

Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees, I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful

In a daydream, I couldn't live like this
I wouldn't stop until I found something beautiful
When I wake up, and all I want, I have
You know its still not what I need
Something beautiful

Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees, I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful

Friday, February 26, 2010

Church Answers

Jesus. God. The Bible. Pray.

I'm tired of giving the church answers.

Tired of getting myself stuck in a rut.


When I find myself giving church answers or simply reverting to knowledge (and not thinking),
that is when I search.
I read my Bible,
I pray to God,
asking him to help me live like Jesus did, striving to live a life of purpose and meaning.


I guess I really can't get away from them :)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

RiceKrispyTreatMe!

Rice Krispy Treats & flume rides. what a random Wednesday

Thee Day (as in threeve wo/the 'r' & 've' + as in neighbor and way):


-Early morning headed to internship
-raining/drizzling very windy & cold
-Windows fogged until after 10 min. of driving to northernmost part of Fresno. Ah!
-held a baby without touching him (?)
-ran around in circles
-questioned my future
-excited about my future
-scurried to school
-pb&j .........that's how I roll. always & forever. I'll have them at my wedding. jk. no. really, jk.
-chat w/sister
-Easter vacation plans?! Excited!
-study! study! study! for intense test
-bluebooks....
-test! not so intense after all.
-chat w/prof.
-slow drive home (prayed for yesterday's accident on Ashlan)
-honey, I'm home!!
-chat w/the girl
-fancast -love it!
-fancast....more :)
-eating dinner
-Oh the joy! Oh the wonderful, wonderful food!
-change into comfy clothes
-take trash out
-dishes
-wikipedia'd actors
-the girl returned
-chat
-more wikipedia....fashion schools & designers
-interviewed oldest & (real) oldest sisters for a paper
-made Rice Krispy Treats
-yelled "Rice Krispy Treat me!" when I needed to urgently mix cereal w/mallows :)
-interviewed barely older sister
-chatted
-wikipedia'd malls, amusement parks, & flume rides?! so random!
-this-
-g.n.h.
-smile.................that was a good day

(to soon follow)
-bed
-sigh